As I’m on this journey of growth I’ve come across some crazy stuff…
I mean figuring out that you’re just a tiny bit crazy as a whole is shocking enough, but the seemingly little, but actually big things you notice about yourself can be huge moments.
These moments, are the turning points.
And here, you find the most clarity.
So today, I had a moment.
A turning point…
I realized…I project my feelings and moods onto other people.
Now I don’t know if reading that was as heavy as actually coming to terms with it, but man…that shit hit hard.
Whatever I feel, I project it on to others, and punish them for my stress, insecurities, and anything else that makes me feel like shit.
That’s a hard pill to swallow.
Not only is doing this messing up my own experience, it’s messing up other people’s too… people who have done nothing to deserve it.
And as a result, I could be causing them stress or making them insecure.
That’s so fucked up.
How did that happen?
When did that happen?
Why does it happen?
And how do I stop it?
The truth…I don’t know.
But maybe the first step is just noticing.
Yea…let’s go with that.
We’ll revisit this topic in a bout a month, and see how I feel about it then, and what I’ve done to change it.
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